johnny boy by ~i-auzi

ashtrays and boiling water. you had freckles across your cheeks, i had cracked veins down mine.ashtrays and boiling water. by ~i-auzi
remember our traffic teddy bear? we ripped his left ear so long ago i can't remember the year. but it was spring and we both wanted to play with it. back then, we didn't get along so we played army. the territory we both wanted was the teddy bear. it lost a bit of West. we started hiding most precious things where he's tangled intestines would've been. then we grew up. we started hiding packs of cigarettes and lighters, passing him from onea nother. then you started hiding more. you had won that territory unfair and kept it for yourself. it killed you.
remember playing
Behind the tears, inside the lies, a thousand slowly dying sunsets, God knows what is hiding in those weak and drunken hearts.